2025 is a year of no new things just trying better
Back in December, I was in a massive creative and mental slump. I'm talking nothing going on but disassociation and trying to really enjoy as much as possible with friends and family who were also pretty tired and/or stressed. It felt like nothing was going right for anyone including myself.
I feel like talking this out helps because online, I feel like there is no place to go to just talk. This place feels like I can. My friends are so wrapped up in so much I do not want to saddle them with my stuff. I made a plan. I'm sticking to the plan. I don't want to make art or tabletop games that will get a ton of likes or follows (a bunch of nonsense that doesn't matter). I just want to make stuff I find cool!
-I'm making a zine (just sitting my butt down and making it) because I think they are fun to read and I want to make one.
-Put at LEAST 3-4 tabletop games on my Itchio account. They don't need to be amazing. Just functional, playable, and something fun to play.
-Becoming a gym rat. I've been giving myself so many excuses to not work out so screw it no more. I've already been going 3 times a week. Sticking to it.
-Learning to draw. I've been comparing myself to everyone else for the longest time. 2025 is my SCREW it year. I'm drawing stuff for me and me only.