I realize how much I treasure the Quiet Moments
I had a genuinely good day recently and it made me realize how I just want friendship, family, a good book, and a fantastic conversation at a party with a dear acquaintance. I woke up at 7am on Sunday. Relaxed in my bed for a bit. Made myself a coffee. Then cleaned, did my chores, talked to a few friends with a few jokes, called my mom, then relaxed with a good book then finally a video game (I got a few achievements). I have a paper calendar now, so I get to write down all the fun events I have planned. I was invited to a birthday party for a new friend at a show. Then visiting a friend across the country. I feel so happy to have people around me that want me in their lives, it made me cry the other day. Maybe just because I've been so stressed, scared, and sad that these moments of peace and joy make things feel like everything will be okay someday. I am so unbelievable petrified of the future because it feels like a massive bell ringing to this uncertainty of doom and horror. But I know that's just my anxiety but still who knows. Quiet moments. Treasure them and remember them.